MURMAID by Jass Bianchi

 

[Verse 1]

 

They say I’m crazy,  only white girl in the ghetto

Walking with a blade while her eyes are stained with red yo,

I was normal,

They weren't normal

For thinking I was normal

Recording in Marcy projects, sipping 40’s watchin pornos

Of girls from the block,

poppin pussy after pills, yea

On top of a g who is sitting in his wheel chair

Bullets rick-a-shay the bars and crack as i am spitting

So, We have to re-record the track till we git it

I’d ride the train from Brooklyn,

It was hard to stay awake

Thinking at any moment

I'd fool God to escape my fate

Pretend to speak a language so they couldn't conversate

Or plan a rape, or take my honor in some kinda way.

Driving many nights with angels riding in my car

Swurvin' on the Parkway,

Liver swishing like a bar

And when I walked through that door, my grandma be awake

As I walked to my room with that brown bag by my waist…

 

[Pre-Chorus]

 

Tide overwhelms my face

These are the times when I have no faith

Take me away,

Take me away,

 

Eyes never dry cause the waves

Keep me emerged in this dark water space

Take me away.

Take me away.

 

[Chorus]

Cause I just wanna find my shore...

I just wanna find my shore...
 

[Verse 2]

 

Next thing you know,

She is lying on the floor

Neighbors banging hard

Yelling through my door

She is drunk and I am drunk and we are not much different

At that moment the only difference is just where we were sitting

I'm performing night after night

At the clubs in town

Shot after shot

So many drinks

So much that I could drown

They just wanna show some love

Or maybe get into my pants

And if they get me drunk enough
They know that they may have a chance

She tries to tell me

I drink more than anyone she knows

Says I should calm it down

I should try to take it slow

I'm in control

So I don't know what they are thinking

If anything I'm young 

And fun is full of mainly drinking

So the bottles click together

While they're laying on the floor

In my car while I drive

And I'm swerving off course,

Damn

This is some of the hardest shit i've faced

But thank God, I have this brown bag by my waist.

 

 

[Pre-Chorus]

 

Tide overwhelms my face

These are the times when I have no faith

Take me away,

Take me away,

 

Eyes never dry cause the waves

Keep me emerged in this dark water space

Take me away.

Take me away.

 

[Chorus]

Cause I just wanna find my shore...

I just wanna find my shore...